Feeling not well~

I'm feeling not really well this few days.. But i can't figure out the reasons.. Last night, after more than one month didnt see her cutecute face, we were having video call.. Unfortunately my mic and headphone got problem so couldn't talk v her.. From the starting, everythings going well.. I'm happy tat i can see her cutecute face.. However, i really cant understand y she said dunwan.. I felt so mad then straight away off it.. Maybe she will think that i "fa pi qi" again.. But i'm seriously need her to be by my side.. But now, she seems like getting far far away from me.. just now, she told me tat she was helping her aunt to do sth.. called her then just hang up the phone in a rush.. talking not more than ten words.. Is it maybe there is a crack in this realtionship??..I really hope what i'm thinking now is definitely opposite with what has happened now..
God please bless me~~

It's been long time I didnt update the blog.. I just been to Singapore last Saturday.. It's a nice trip there.. Bla bla bla~~


After arrived there, we went to have dinner. It was italian restaurant.

Clark Quay at the next day morning..

Afternoon, we went to a temple, there are lot people praying inside the temple. So, i just looking from the outside..

In the evening, we went shopping at Bugis street..There are lot stuff to buy there, even more crowded than Wu Fen Pu( selling clothes market in Taiwan)..The price also not very expensive..After that, we took bus back to JB.. The End..If got chance and $$, I will go there shopping.. It is a shopping paradise~~

What is this feeling??

Today not really a stable day for me..Woke up late in the morning and get scolded when arrived..Then, its really my fault coz of sleep late last night..I don't think it bothering me so i work hard a bit..Noon, my bro fetch me back home and started to paint the house..Unfortunately, the someone that i 've been calling so long enough don't even pick up my call..Told me tat she was sleeping coz too tired..But she just woke up 2 or 3 hours ago..What was going on!!!..The words that saying out by mouth and some words in the heart, is it the same???..Promise to acc me tonight..Coz my laptop got little bit prob, so i repair it then go have bath..Then, she's gone again. Again again and again..Its really not a good feeling..Already got argue with my bro, thinking that someone will acc me tonight..But, everything goes in the others way..What the FUCK is this!!!!!
HATE HATE HATE!!!!!
FUCK OFF FUCK OFF!!!!!
GET AWAY FROM ME BEFORE I ASK U TO DO SO!!!!!
FRUSTRATED!!!!
STRESS!!!!
BLOOD PRESSURE INCREASING!!!
ARTERIAL STUCKED!!!
CONFIRM DEAD TIME ON 2 dec 2008, 1:03 a.m
REGARDS.