Feeling not well~

I'm feeling not really well this few days.. But i can't figure out the reasons.. Last night, after more than one month didnt see her cutecute face, we were having video call.. Unfortunately my mic and headphone got problem so couldn't talk v her.. From the starting, everythings going well.. I'm happy tat i can see her cutecute face.. However, i really cant understand y she said dunwan.. I felt so mad then straight away off it.. Maybe she will think that i "fa pi qi" again.. But i'm seriously need her to be by my side.. But now, she seems like getting far far away from me.. just now, she told me tat she was helping her aunt to do sth.. called her then just hang up the phone in a rush.. talking not more than ten words.. Is it maybe there is a crack in this realtionship??..I really hope what i'm thinking now is definitely opposite with what has happened now..
God please bless me~~

It's been long time I didnt update the blog.. I just been to Singapore last Saturday.. It's a nice trip there.. Bla bla bla~~


After arrived there, we went to have dinner. It was italian restaurant.

Clark Quay at the next day morning..

Afternoon, we went to a temple, there are lot people praying inside the temple. So, i just looking from the outside..

In the evening, we went shopping at Bugis street..There are lot stuff to buy there, even more crowded than Wu Fen Pu( selling clothes market in Taiwan)..The price also not very expensive..After that, we took bus back to JB.. The End..If got chance and $$, I will go there shopping.. It is a shopping paradise~~

What is this feeling??

Today not really a stable day for me..Woke up late in the morning and get scolded when arrived..Then, its really my fault coz of sleep late last night..I don't think it bothering me so i work hard a bit..Noon, my bro fetch me back home and started to paint the house..Unfortunately, the someone that i 've been calling so long enough don't even pick up my call..Told me tat she was sleeping coz too tired..But she just woke up 2 or 3 hours ago..What was going on!!!..The words that saying out by mouth and some words in the heart, is it the same???..Promise to acc me tonight..Coz my laptop got little bit prob, so i repair it then go have bath..Then, she's gone again. Again again and again..Its really not a good feeling..Already got argue with my bro, thinking that someone will acc me tonight..But, everything goes in the others way..What the FUCK is this!!!!!
HATE HATE HATE!!!!!
FUCK OFF FUCK OFF!!!!!
GET AWAY FROM ME BEFORE I ASK U TO DO SO!!!!!
FRUSTRATED!!!!
STRESS!!!!
BLOOD PRESSURE INCREASING!!!
ARTERIAL STUCKED!!!
CONFIRM DEAD TIME ON 2 dec 2008, 1:03 a.m
REGARDS.

Unemployed

This is the second week of November. I still couldn't find any job. Now i'm unemployed. Anyone can help me??? Is it so hard to find a job?? HOW HOW HOW!!!

Welcome to My Holidays~~

There was a hard time in this two days. I've just finish my final exam. My holiday has already started from today onwards. I'm not going to have fun in this two months holiday, i'll find a part time job and start to earn money by myself. Last time til now, I only know how to take and spend the money. But it is not my money, come easy go easy. This time, i'm going to learn something that important in my life. Money is everythings, but no money is really a bad things. I want learn how to EARN EARN EARN instead of SPEND SPEND SPEND.

Exam at the CoRnEr

Only left few days time to study all the subjects..Got little bit tension because some of the chapters haven finish study..Now going to have a hard time for me..Keep my notes in front of my face..It's really difficult la..Who can tell me if there is any easy way to get the notes into my brain so that I can handle the exam..Anyway, I should stop bullshit+ing right now and keep on study ady..Actually, studying is just like drinking water for me..Hahaha~~

Happy Birthday to myself~

21/10 is a date that very important for me which is my birthday. Last night, my gf "Barley" was pakat+ing v my friends to give me a surprise. This is my 19th birthday and also the first time celebrated v my friends. I'm so happy when you guys wanted to celebrate this day v me. Barley was doing a "tiramisu" for me. Honestly, it's really delicious compare to the others. By the way, thanks for the present that you gave to me. I feel so touch but my eyes couldn't produce "water". Anyway, I felt very happy that you guys remember my birthday. Thanks so much to all my friends and especially my gf, "Barley"..

Sunway Lagoon

Just been there last night. Really have fun a lot. However, just play for 2 hours. =.="
The weather was made fun with us. When we arrived there at 12p.m , the weather was really hot so we bought sun block to prevent our skin damaged by the sun. After we paid the ticket, then straight go to the W.C to change our clothes. Although is holiday, but it's still not many people there. We've play a lot of water games.
Suddenly, the weather changed. From the hot hot sun became cold cold wind, the sky was dark. Blah blah blah, it's raining. We're asked to leaved the water pool because there was thunder lightning. That time we already very hungry, so quickly bath then go eat. We came to steamboat house which name "Yuen Steamboat". That time we been there still early, so there is not a lot people there. The delicious food in this steamboat house is chicken wings, everytime the waitress brought up the chicken wings, we'll look like going to have war, grab the more chicken wings before the others do. Finally, all of us ady FULLFILL our stomach. We went to Sunway Pyramid and enjoyed a movie called" Eagle Eyes". It's really nice but got little bit ridiculous. Wanna know more how is the story, then go get your movie ticket. ^o^
When we finish movie, we went to BARCELONA. No matter which day come to this club, it will pack with a lot people, most important got a lot leng lui. After have fun till 3 a.m, we went to yum cha before back to our campus. Although we are tired, at least we have enjoy a lot in this one day trip. The sadly thing is my pocket already broken. T.T
Hahahaha~~~

Holiday at Genting Highland

Hohoho~~~All of my friends already went back to their hometown, so as me. However, i just been to Genting Highland before went back to my hometown. This Hari Raya, almost made Uncle Lim laugh until his teeth have to be replaced with gold teeth. The crowded of genting can be seen on the half way to the Genting Highland. All the cars were packed on the road. By right, we should have breath clean air after we opened our car's window. Amazingly, what we breath was carbon monoxide and the brake's smell. It's really disgusting. Then, all the parking slots were out of slot. Some of the cars has been asked to park at the parking slot that just opened but a fews kilometer from the hotel. Most of them had to walk to the hotel. This situation still can't be seen when Chinese New Year. It's really ridiculous. When we arrived at first world hotel, it's really unbelievable. All the chairs were seated and many people was sitting on the floor, looks so pitiful. Luckily we found place to sit over Starbuck coffee shop. Before checking in room, we still need to take number. If not wrong, our number was 0897 and the number which just going on was 0212. Oh my gosh, it's really took us fews hour to get the room. When we got to the room already 7 p.m. Without wasting too much of time, we quickly went to have dinner. Of course, after dinner we were going to the adult place which was CASINO. Unfortunately, I were caught once again. Why the guards keep asking IC from me. Am I really look so young?? Hahaha...After that, i went to gaming zone alone. It's really full of adult and children, even wanna walk here over there also difficult because of the traffic jam made by tourists. After overnight there, we were going back to JB. On the way, we stopped at Melaka to have dinner there. We ate the famous "li li fan", chicken rice which the shape of the rice just like fish ball. After that, we were thinking to eat the famous CULUK SATAY there. When we arrived that shop name"CAPITOL Kopitiam", the people were standing outside the shop are more than the people who eating in the shop. Therefore, we gave up to eat there and search for the others shop. After a while, we found the shop which selling CULUK SATAY. After ate there, i just know the different of CULUK SATAY and LOK LOK. When we eat LOK LOK, we put our food in the boiling water while CULUK SATAY are putting food in boiling satay sauce. I don't think it's really delicous but i wonder why so many people standing so long just to eat this stuff.
The End of my Genting trip. Now i'm having holiday at my hometown. Anyway, still have to rush all my assignments. It's really exchausted. T.T

Imperfect Moon Cake Festival

After spending whole days shopping at Mid Valley, we're back. Although I fely very tired and exhausted, I still accompany my gf to walk around with "tanglung". Unfortunately, we couldn't be able to see the round round pretty moon appears in the sky. The cloud everywhere which blocked out viewside. However, this is the 1st time I spended time to celebrate this festival with her. I don't think she is happy enough because she hasn't get what she wants. Her favorite, "Zhu Long Bin". Meanwhile, I cooked her a bowl of super duper delicious "Cintan Mee Goreng". We've enjoyed the delicious mooncake that she has brought for me. Thanks a lot. Although we can't eat that "Zhu Long Bin" this year, we will make it next year. Hahaha~~

Friendship~~

From last night til now, I can say that i haven't sleep for more than 12 hours ady..Since i received that messages, all my feelings are messing up. I can't even know what should and what can i do..Its really made me suffering at the whole night long..However, i have asked my friends to help me figure out the solution for this problem..Maybe u guys can't really know what kind of ppl i am through my face..Sometimes, i am really stubborn..No matter what was happened, the 1st solution that i can think of is to solve by using violent..If u have read this, please be aware when u trying to mess up with me. I'm not looking like my face which is smiling around. As everyone said, "there is a prawn behind the stone"..I'm different, for me,"There is a parang hidden in a smile. (^o^)
Finally, my problem has been solved..Although there is some violence, at least it might let him understand and remember why we did this to him..No matter what has happened, we still remained as FRIENDS..
Friendship is a promise made in heart.


Silent...


Unwritten.. (But i have already wrote it here)..xD


Unbreakable by distance..


Unchangeable by time...


Once a friend...


FoReVeR A FRIEND!!!

Feeling Guilty

I feel disappointed to what i've done this morning. Although i sleep at 1a.m somthing last night, i still can't make myself to wake up in this morning. From starting semester till now, this is my 1st time to absent a class just because i couldn't wake up. I felt so regret. I don't think i will stay awake at the midnight again. I can't get enough sleep make me feel sleepy in the morning. I don't want to be like this. When sleepy in class, i can't even know what the lecturer is teaching. It's really mess me up. From today onwards, 11pm must be on the bed already. I just scared i couldn't make it. Hahaha!!!
Don't worry, be happy.
(^o^)

My 1st time

This is my 1st time create the blog. Now i only know what is the feel to write a blog. I don't really know how to explain my feeling now. All feelings are messing up. I would like to introduce myself here. My name is Adam, now studying in inti unversity college. I'm doing Degree in Network and mobile computing. I might have finished 2 years degree here and continue my last year in Bradford University. However, everythings still have to depend on my result. As i know, study in abroad not an easy task. I have to consider many things such as the education fee, where to stay over there, my expenses, my family here, are they afford to pay my education fee? Many things have to be planned accordingly. That's why i said going to study abroad not an easy task.
Of course, everythings must have a 1st time. Therefore, I would like to thank my lecturer for giving me this precious chance to get involve in this.